the way im taking the news i got today is really shocking me..
im not emo about it.. im not musing about ovr and over again.. im not angry..im not sad.. i cant even seem to care..
he thing that scares me most is that i cant seem to care.. its not bothering me at all.. its really scary seeing as to the fact that i completely broke and blew the last time this happened.. mabe because i didnt let it go too far this time..
im proud of the fact that i made that decision cause i would have been worst if i did not. the wisest thing is for me not to let myself feel... this empty feeling is good.. its a way of keeping my life in check.. i love it..
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