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Tomorrow my first paper

2009-06-11T23:13:00.000+08:00

today i sick.. FML

2009-06-02T22:06:00.001+08:00

its 10 pm... im in uni.. dead tired after a study marathon... hopefuilly i can keep this up all throughout the month..

GAMBATEH ME!!!!!

cis...

pssshhh....

2009-05-29T23:12:00.002+08:00

today, i was in uni from 7.15...
today i studied in the cafe ; like SOLID 2 HOURs of study.. like from 8 ish to almost 11.. so makes it almost 3 hours... i had a bit of lunch and *missing time frame of events* until 3...

I had an exam today.. and i am happy cuz i actually knew what i was dong for once.. of course being a little relaxed from watching half hour of a movie and other things helped me to focus in the exam..

well... after the exam, i decided i earned myself some time out.. so i went to a LAN party till 6 and then...
yes folks.. i watched a mushy movie.. cried my ass off in the uni library.. thank goodness i have a hoodie to protect my face from prying arseholes...if not, MALU!!!!

hahaha..
this was a really good movie.. im considering downloading it cause its a good cry movie... i mean.. WOW... a lil bit predictable...
boy is an ass.. boy gets punished.. boy meets girl.. girl helps boy.. boy falls in love with girl.. they get together.. girl dies...
but i really love it.. its a love story, so its good to me.. hahahaha..
other than that.. nothing much today weh.. now..

BACK TO MICROBIO!!!

||:::|| Emo Day ||:::||

2009-05-27T22:11:00.002+08:00

today is my emo day... didn't do any work today..
my usual study group is not here today.. all of them are doing assignments in the library.. I'm stuck here 'PMS'ing..
being single is really getting to me.. watching all the couples consoling each other all day.. loving each other... making each other feel good... i hate it.. someone was scolding me today for wanting to get together with my crush... i was accused of acting as someone that i am not just to impress the girl...

HELLOOOO!!!!

do i look like im trying to impress anyone??? i am myself and nobody else..

i like acting like a kid..
i like doing crazy stuff..
i am completely mad in the eyes of those who don't know me..
I'm even worse in the eyes of those who know me..
a lot of people dislike me for being open about what i really am..
i know my weaknesses and strengths..

all in all.. I'm comfortable with who i am.. so why should i care what others want me to be.. i was just advising my friend the other day..

DO WHAT YOU WANT , NOT WHAT YOU THINK OTHER PEOPLE WANT...

i am only taking my own advise cause i never EVER want anyone to be fooled.. i never want to lose a friend or someone more important because they were lulled into thinking that i am not what i really am.. i am just making sure that nobody gets hurt later in life..

i mean.. its kinda my fault for not toning down on my wacked atitude.. but yea.. i like myself..
maybe i shall try it for a month.. act like someone that i am not.. ...
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nope.... never gonna be able to live with myself for doing that..

haihz... to find people who are able to appreciate me for who i really am is hard.. so thats why i keep a small group of friends.. and an even smaller group of close friends..

if i ever hear people saying that im acting like someone else, im gonna be super pissed..

hopefully tomorrow will be a better day...

a face in despair is not a mask that i wear,
its what i am, and thats how you have to accept me to be..

:::FTW!!!! APRIL 2009:::

2009-04-16T01:41:00.003+08:00

yo peeps... yes i know i havent posted i a lOoooong time.. im so sorry... university is just not forgiving.. =S

well.. now im here today.. and im completely weak... my several bouts of illness has helped along with this.. how weak am i??

well, first of all, i sit down for an hour and if i stand after that, i get dizzy... ( no i dont have anemia...)
secondly, i am unable to complete 5 reps of push ups.. ( i used to do 30 easily and max out around 40 -50)
and then, i cant get up after lying down ( i used to do 200 sit ups- 100 in a go)
worse yet, i am out of breath walking one flight of stairs.... ( i can actually run all the way from pyramid to uni and still have stamina to run up to the 5th floor to make it for lab)

im completely messed up... for those who didnt know, i was down for a few days with severe dihorrea and vomiting about two weeks ago... then, immedietly after recovering from my illness, we had continuous dance training, almost everyday for a week and a half due to a concert that we were having, during that period, i had less than 3 hours sleep daily in order to finish up my assignments and stayed awake 2 days in a row, relying on redbull too keep me going..
then the day before the concert, i was at the stage, setting up the area for hours on end, not having the time to eat and drink... so i wasnt feeling too good..
.........then...... it happened.....:::

the practice that nite dragged on till late.. and i couldnt go home.. so i had no choice but to bunk at my friends place..
..................and i had, again , little sleep...
.................and i had the concert that night..
..................and i downed some more red bulll...
....... then i decided to have lunch.. so guess what happened..
while having some hot curry, i start choking and all the rice and curry comes out my nose, causing my throat to swell up......

so i was obvoiusly making a major fool of myself during the concert, plus my lumpy sides showing at everry opportunity.. and to make things worse.. i had only 3 ppl come up to me and wish me... while the rest were happily taking photos and laughing with all their friends who came to see THEM dance, i was the cleanup crew with a little help from victor... i still have no idea how many of those 200 odd ppl came to see me, and i guess i wont know.. but my guess stands at 3... bad mood as i was already in, it got worse as the night progressed... the highlight being the super afterwards, with that " kampung feller" and the "stoopid guy"..

so, the 3 dys after that which were last friday, saturday and sunday... i couldnt eat... and once i had a first meal on sunday, my throat started cracking up and bleeding.. monday was better, tuesday, only a little sore, and today is no pain, but i still cant taste at all..

so its all messed up..
and i have mutton curry to balme..
messed up.... =S

moral of the story...
1) dont ever expect ppl to support you at events... they all messed up
2) dont ever expect that you will have any good feelings ant any times..
3) FTW for letting me be this emo
4) F the people who say that im being childish and that all i pointed out is a small matter ( it may be small to you ppl with loaded pockets and many supporters, but this is one of the few things that i can do to make a diff, and nobody , not even my parents, saw that...)
5) just FTW...

*i dont like feeling this way.. i dont like expressing myself this way either.. but since all reliable ears are not available or a few weeks now, FTW!!!!

* i think FTW means Fuck The World.... if it doesnt, it does now...

Emo Posst #gazillion...

2009-03-17T01:45:00.002+08:00

hai hz.. just deleted another two posts.. finding it hard not to emo laa.. lets listen to some songs...

Nolita Fairytale by Vannessa Carlton

Summer Sunshine by The Corrs

What Can I Do by The Corrs

Rise Above This by Seether

Boyce Avenue cover of Ice Box by Omarion

The emptiness of the soul that craves filling... got this ice box where my heart used to be.. and its so very cold.. i seek warmth in you my friends.. thank you for supporting me guys.... i love you guys.. i know its not easy to be around me nowadays, but thanks for sticking thru this rough time with me... i shall try to be better from now on..

special credits to Bernie, bagus, victor, cyren, desmond, michie, TY, Jerry... and others who lend me their ear... thank you from the bottom of my heart...

::FeB 2009 UpDATeS::

2009-02-22T15:05:00.002+08:00

Whoa... its been a busy week... With the orientation coming up, semester starting soon, i have been like a lil bee buzzing around... As a buddy, my timetable is already quite filled up plus, i have to perform this monday for TWO slots, one with the Monash Dance Fuszion Club doing the Salsa and Jive, and also with the Monash Taekwando Club doing a demonstration for the new students... haizhz..

The highlight of the week was when we went to a Salsa club in KL with almost the entire performing members of the Dance Club and we had a BLAST!!! hehehehe.. dancing salsa the entire night (or in my case, sitting on the sofa with a whiskey and only dancing when i was high) was probably the most fun i've had in these few months.. our girls are apparently very popular, specially Grace and Bernie who sizzled up the dance floor and were dancing non stop the entire night.. in actuality, the whole event was a early birthday Party for one of our members , Simone, who is one of the best dancers we have..plus, her idea of booking the salsa club was great as it gave us amateurs an idea of the real salsa world as well as to help us to battle the butterflies when performing.. . it was a great experience for us all... =)

other than that, there is not really anything much thou.. next week is gonna be a REAAAAALLLLLLLLLYYYYYY busy week, s i ont expect to post anytime soon.. so till then ... =P

im surrised..

2009-02-19T23:56:00.002+08:00

the way im taking the news i got today is really shocking me..
im not emo about it.. im not musing about ovr and over again.. im not angry..im not sad.. i cant even seem to care..

he thing that scares me most is that i cant seem to care.. its not bothering me at all.. its really scary seeing as to the fact that i completely broke and blew the last time this happened.. mabe because i didnt let it go too far this time..

im proud of the fact that i made that decision cause i would have been worst if i did not. the wisest thing is for me not to let myself feel... this empty feeling is good.. its a way of keeping my life in check.. i love it..

:: Sakit::

2009-02-11T23:27:00.002+08:00

its not easy for me.. and you are not making it any easier... so let me try and then you decide.. and decide properly.. for all this hanging on a thread is making the thread pretty thin...

sad

2009-01-30T23:57:00.005+08:00

i have typed out 4 posts.. and deleted all of them.. why? cause all of them will offend all of you people out there..i dunno why i care, but i do... so screw me for being good to those that the blogs were about.. i have no idea why i even bother, since im already offended, but im too good to let them all surface... till i burst, you better watch out.....

i hate triangles...

2009-01-22T01:45:00.003+08:00

i hate triangles cause they have three corners..
i prefer circles where there are no corners.. just one fluid line..
if a corner from a triangle is cut off, the remaining two corners merge and form a circle...
then it would be the best shape in the world...
advice? go cut off that extra corner and make a circle....
much better shape if u ask me..

::: pffft::::

2009-01-12T23:48:00.003+08:00

erm, hi??

lol.... sorry guys.. i know i have been away for a long time now.. but thats what happens to you when u are working.. u get seriously tired and unable to lift a finger once u reach ur bed.. and when u get the energy to post, you make a shitty short one like this one today.. i guarantee that i will go back to weekly posting, but just not now.. maybe once uni starts.. kekeke.. aight then.. ciaoz for today..

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:: FaTE... GoTTA Hate IT; Gotta LoVE iT:::

2008-12-09T23:03:00.002+08:00

the title is self explanatory... yesterday, my car is wrecked out of no faullt of anyones... today, well, lets just say that im a really happy man today... my friends came to visit me at work, my manager belanja makan and another great thing happend today... hehehehehe.. happie.... =)

:: CaR CRaSh::

2008-12-08T23:39:00.002+08:00

yes boys and girls... its another day in this machas life...

it was a bleak day.. it had been raining for a couple days and the rain hadnt stopped from the night before.. the macha was feeling a bit off... usually, days like this, he wishes he could drive... but today, he wanted to takke the bus....

so this macha told his mom, " mom, im going to the bus stop now..." and to this, his mom replied, " no, today nobody needs to use the car, so u drive"... the argument went back and forth for a bit and then, the macha finally gave in to his mom...

on the way, (he was almost there), a orange-gold satria neo with number plate 8077 overtook his car and went pretty fast.. and suddenly jammed the brakes while turning to the right.. the macha was cool.. there was a wide empty strech to the left, so he turned left into the other lane... up to this part the macha was calm.. the next 10 seconds, he nearly pissed in his pants cause the moment he turned to the left, to his horror, he realised there was a motorcycle spinning on the ground, obviously hit by the satria., heading right towards his car.. worse, there was a long stretch of fast moving cars now heading towards him... the motorcycle went under the machas kancil making him veer more to the left... thankfully, by some miracle, the macha managed to pull the car to the right and bumped into the side of the neo, which, was speeding of like shit...

the macha was jarred... he jammed the brake, stopped the car and then ran straight out and fell to the floor looking under the car to make sure nobody was there... then, he turned around and saw one of the boys ridind the bike sitting atop the barrier.. shaking, the macha ran towards the boy half afraid that he would find the boy dead.. thankfully the boy was alive... then he started shouting at the kid whether any other person was on the bike, and luckily, the other kid was already running towards the barrier.. the motorcycle was lying, crushed in the middle of the road.. the machas car was running, alive, but the entire front of the car was gone, crushed.. there was no bumper left and what was left was falling off... thankfully, there was a ronda car around and they helped the macha to remove the bike from the road...

the two boys were brought to a shoplot and were fired habis habis by the macha and a taxi driver who stopped to help... the boys were school boys, and on top of that, no license...they had no means of paying the macha and neither did their parents.. th macha called his parents and they came over and took the boys to the hospital... as if nothing had happened, the macha went to work, and only then did he realise that his hands were shaking as if they were viabrators, his shoes were soaking wet and he had a fucked up face.... even now, as the macha writes, he can feel his hands shaking like shit...

the macha is thankful that nobody died... the macha is pissed as shit at the satria which ran... the macha is lucky today.. the macha is also unlucky as he was colatteral damage and cannot claim insurance... but the macha learnt one thing today... ++ ALWAYS FOLLOW YOUR HEART+++ for if the macha followed his heart and took the bus, nothing would have happened... i hope to see the gay guy.. i need a face to punch out... till the next time my dearies... stay alive..eat well.. suffer life and enjoy living...

:: LEMmE TeLL yOU::

2008-12-03T23:18:00.002+08:00

about my experience... its a story worth telling.. a freaky, nasty and unpleasent story.. but a dammn gay one too... sigh.. here it goes....

there was once a boy.. minding his own business in the bus.. he was sitting at the last row waiting for the bus to reach his stop as any normal commuter would.. he does this day after day, punctually taking the 7.00 pm bus everytime..

one seemingly normal day, this lad takes the bus as usual, sitting in his spot, when he noticed that there was a man turning and smiling at him as if he knew him.. this lad thought the man was a friend of his dads and rexognized him and therefore smiled and nodded before proceeding to pretend to not notice.. after some time, the man called out to the lad, and he reluctantly went over... as the man continued to talk, the lad realised that the man was a totally random person and kept quiet.. suddenly the man asked of the lads daily exercise... when told that the lad was doing taekwando n dance, the man immedietly grabbed the lads thigh and started squeezing it, all the while saying " oh, no wonder so nice your leg"...

at this point, the lad was freaked and hugged his bag, conveniently across his 'eh-em' tighter... the man proceeded to rub his hand under the bag to the tummy and the lad stood up and got off the bus...

the lad was traumatized, but decided to forget it.. till the next week...

he took his bus, but it was a bad idea as the man was there again.. pon seeing the lad, the man waved, smiling and tried to make the lad notice him.. the lad turned quickly and stood throughout the journey...

couple weeks later, the lad started wrking and went out makan with his friends... no surprise, the man was at the restaurant sitting in front of the lad.. he was all smiling and shit, trying to get the lad to remember him, but the lad make donno and left as soon as he was done....

a week later, the lad was taking a break and sat in front of his shop, and the man was back.. he tried escaping and finally managed to after staring down the man, wh actually knew where he worked and proceeded to follow the lad throughout the shop the lad used to escape... the lad was pissed and stared the man so effing haard, the man was nowhere to be seen...

now the lad knows how girls feel when a guy stalks them... *shudder*....

dude...

2008-12-02T10:53:00.004+08:00

results are out... mine were average and below.. gonna have to repea a subject next sem, but i decided to continue.. so im sorry to those ppl i told that im not gonna continue.. i guess i wasnt tinking straight... besides, this time, i got a huge amount of support from dad, so im pumped...

whats been happening in my life so far? well, other than the job, the newest thing in my life is the discovery of youtube surfing... lol.. i know, i know.. im behind times, but im usually too busy to surf.. well, i was surfing along and i happend to come across this really effing cool video which urged me to go download all the old robocop movies.. never realised how much i missed the guy.. lol.. this clip is a MUST WATCH!!!

it is the coolest video ive seen and the editing is awsome perfect...its so wonderful, i watched it like 5 times.... lol..

this is also dammn funny.. LOL..

i really cant believe that triple h and stone cold actually agreed to do this... its so goddammn funny the way triple h does it.. and the way stephanie gets hurt.. lol... another must watch... lol...

well, thats it for now... off to class edi.. tata ppeeps..

working...

2008-11-20T03:25:00.002+08:00

Working in Folio Sunway Pyramid now.. cant be a bad boy go jalan jalan anymore... must work hard to get money... come visit me please ppl.. its shuper boring there... come at 3.. then ill be there...

:: Disturbed::

2008-11-16T01:14:00.003+08:00

one thing i should never do in my life ever again is get wasted... never ever.... and one more thing i should never do is to let myself believe everything people told me... for you see, when you are told the truth after being told a lie, it hurts like hell...

now that i know the truth, i cant get it outta my head.. i just wanna rip my hands off.. wanna scream till i bleed... wanna kill myself... wanna cry.... wtf....

loathing myself... pining for time to reverse itself... im so sorry for what i did.. being drunk is not an excuse... i didnt even know until sumone told me a day later... im really so sorry... i really am....if u wanna come up to me and just slap me in the face, or crush a couple bricks into my face, please feel free to do so...

im never gonna forgive myself for this.. never... = (

::FiNaLLy::

2008-11-12T11:57:00.002+08:00

Mwahaha.. the macha is back...with more lame jokes, boring stories and daily ramblings... due to certain events occuring in the daily life of this macha, the 'updation' of this blog has been somewhat halted for the past few weeks, but with most of the events over and one of the problems solved... IM BAAAACKKKK!!!!

more updates coming soon.... including a major revamp of the blog.... a long overdue post on the 'Visage of Lies'... and many more to come... lol.... untill next time, im Macha Mesh signing out...

:: CheeRiO::

:: FiNAllY

2008-11-12T11:56:00.000+08:00

2008-10-14T20:12:00.001+08:00

hey guys... sorry never post for so long... not gonna post for a while.... exam coming.. must study... tata...

::TaEKwANdO ::

2008-10-05T15:08:00.003+08:00

Hell, after 3 straight EmO blog posts, i guess its about time to cheer up... and what better way to lift a guys spirit than a good day of hard ass taekwando... yep... no better cure...

4th of october was a great day.... for one, i got to destress by taekwando-ing all day.. and to top thing off, i won a medal... pehehehehe.... better yet, im going for the poomsae event finals next week.. got 3rd place in this weeks semi's.. not bad huh?

th efirst event of the day was the poomsae event, which i got 3rd place in the semi's.. but i have to say, the highlight of the event was Densearn who was the last contestant of the day... halfway through the event, he kinda lost the stepsand stood dazed for a bit, and thenn... DAMMIT.... lol... xD... i have it on video and i will post it up soon... hehe..

next came the high jump kick and long lump kick event... being only meagerly good at these events, i never got through and ended up being a plank holder, as a result of which, my fingers are all swollen... next was the style breaking event, which i might add, was the best event the whole day... my combo of 3 cyclones, one backthrust and one head break( yes, i broke the plank with my head) was not enough to beat the rest and i never got any prize for that event... =(

surprisingly enough, i got the gold for the next event, which i never expected... this was only because i broke two planks in mid-air without landing and on only one attempt compared to the silver medalist , justin's two failed attempts at breaking more than 2 planks.... i feel really awkward at getting the prize as i feel that he is a more qualified participant.. but i won, so i really shouldn't complain....

finally, came the most painful, excruciating and gut-wrenching event... strength breaking... this was the crux of events where most of the players were soon down with sore feet , and in some cases, two swollen toes... hehe, u know who you are.. =P... the event was seriously stolen by two of the best breakers, Zax and Yinniy.. Zax broke 4 inches of hard pine and Yinny broke 3... i have zax's video.. and that to will be up...

alll in all, monash succeded in 'tapao-ing' the events.. hmmm... the monashian medal tally for those that i know are as below...

Black & red belt male
Yung Lin: 3 gold
Black & red belt female
Ivy : 3 gold

Blue/Green male
Justin:2 gold
Me : 1 gold
Zax: 1 gold

Blue Green Female
cant remember...

White: only females..

Yinny: 1 i think (gold)

so there ends a cool event.. next, the play on friday, then the 2nd half of the tkd competition on saturday.. then.. EXAMS!!!!!! hehe... good luck to all my pals....

CHEERIOS!!!!

::SaY::

2008-10-03T23:53:00.003+08:00

i was driving slowly (amazing, i know..) back home after a particularly tiring day in uni and i turned on the radio..beep... the usual drone from the DJs... change channel.. beep... and there came a melody that struck my heart so sharply, i really really just took in a gasp of air... simple guitar play, 3 chords, and it took my heart and put it in a spin cycle...maybe i never really paid much attention to the lyrics of the song before, having been obsessed at learning the super basic chords of the song, but today i listened, and it brought a tear to my eye... the way i translated them to the things and actual representations of things they mean... my own stuff k...

take out all your wasted honor
every little past frustration
take out all your so called problems
better put them in quotations..
Walking like a one man army
Fighting with the shadows in your head
Living on the same old moment
Knowing you’ll be better of instead if you could only say what you need to say
have no fear for giving in,
never fear for giving on,
its better to say too much,
than never to say what you need to say,
even if your hands are shaking,
even if your faith is broken,
even as the eyes are closing,
do it with a heart wide open...
Say what you need to say,
say what you need to say

if the song is emofying, watching the movie, 'The Bucket List' was even more heart wrenching. for a majority of people, the movie may be dull, draggy and unexciting. i really think that these are the type of people who need to listen to the things that are talked about, search for the hidden meaning and interpret the messages in the movie. i mean, it was beautiful.. the concept of regretting life for not living it... ::AWESOME::

i really got thinking after listening to the song today.. now i am here, sitting at my pc, thinking about how fragile a thing is life, and how easily it is to be disrupted by simple problems which have simple solutions that mostly turn into major complications mainly because we didn't want to take the plunge, that one risk, that one urge to blow it all just to Live THAT moment....

Just how many times can you regret in life? that last hug you never gave your friend before she died, just because you waited? that one chance you never took because you were afraid? that one opportunity you passed on because you couldnt decide? that one thing you wanted to say to her, but never got to doing it? that one wish you never made come true, because ou hesitated?

the feeling is unparalleled in this world, because it is the feeling that makes you chide yourself and say " if only" a million times over. precious minutes are wasting. every moment is golden. if you miss it, you will never get back that moment, for every moment is unique; it is its own and the only way to make that moment last is by grasping it with an iron fist and never leting go, for it WILL flutter away.

this song does not only mean that you have to say things, it tells you to live life to its fullest and do everyting you want to do, because a day will come when you will look back and sob, let the tears fall to your lap, curled up in bed and rolling back and forth, thinking, wishing, whispering, and regretting... i for one will take my lesson from this song. i have but to open my mouth and say what i need to say... my hands shall shake, my heart may race, my sweat shall pour and my mouth wil dry, but i shall take a deep breath, i shall turn around and i shall make sure you look at me in the eyes, and i shall make it clear to you... take this as a good teaching guys and remember- Say what you need to say-

CHEERIOS!!!

HoLidaYs--- BLEARGH!!!

2008-09-30T23:17:00.002+08:00

its official... i hate hols... not only are they draggy, i seem to gain weight everytime... thats the longer lasting effect of mums cooking, other than the awsome feel of the food itself... i mean, take a look at my belly.. i worked my ass of to get it down to that sizs, and now im back to square one, or should i say, circle one....

the hols are so dammn draggy... can u imagine pending 18 hours stuck staring at the pc doing a crappy brochure and a bummer essay, all the while snacking to relieve the boredom (no prizes for guessing where the belly came from).. thats kick ass boring, and to top things off, THE TIME RUNS FRIGGIN SLOW DURING THE HOLS!!! i took a look at the clock and it was 8.45... i looked again after what seemed like an eternity, and it wad 8.50!!!! talk about draggy....

owh how i wish i could talk to her rite now... courage boy... i just keep on staring at her PM on hotmail and hover the mouse button over the name trying to click, but it never happens... shites... lol...

neways... emo post again, sorry, its the holiday blues for me... cant wait for the hols to be over.. till then, HAPPY Hary Raya/ Eid to all my kawan, kutali, nanba, n friends out there...

CHEERIOS GUYS!!!!!

=( ... I WaNT YoU.... )=

2008-09-29T00:36:00.004+08:00

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2008-09-28T20:57:00.003+08:00

talk about an awsome night.. Friday was a cool nite.. we had a Dance Dinner hosted by the Monash Dance Fusion Club, which i am a Proud member of... the day started out quite bleakly as it was raining form 3 to 4 plus and we were all worried as we were supposed to have it on the rooftop, but thankfully, it stopped.. as one of the dancers, i was enthusiastic, training half the afternoon... using my tiny lil MP3 player, i dragged my partner, wen pei, and a few others to train all the way from 1 to 3.. boy was i tired....

neways, when the dance competition started, i was all reared up, ready to dominate the floor as i am *self confessed* quite good at latin dancing... all was ready, we were in position for the salsa, the music started and we started to dance..... basic....new yorker....window.....slow......quickstep... and then... OH F***!!! i forgot my steps .. -.-"... thank godness i got to the finals... but i fucked up then too, so basically, i screwed up twice and lost the almost certain prize.... some of my friends, namely- Lina, Yi Ding, Mellie, Jo2, JoFeng, Pat2, TY.... most of my fav ppl were there...too bad the one person i really really wanted to see after days of not talking to her, wasnt there....

Nevertheless, at least some of my friends were there.. especially TY who was completely fascinated by the ass shaking bonanza.... she was like " oh my god!! they can really shake ass wei!!!!!! " lol......

hmmmm.... we got the lovely lil JessLaw to get her fencing president to teach us a lil bit of fencing for the play and the rehearsals are going along fine.. let me tell you, this play will NOT disappoint.. with the main cast being absolutely AWESOME!!! i love the main character and the "villain".. the props are coming along well and the script is 90% done... all we need to do is get the play up and running, which i may add, is a sure thing!! WOOT!!!...

besides that, we got the MAPCU taekwondo competitions on the 4th of October, which is this Saturday, in Monash... so those of you who are free please come along to watch yaa...

hmmmm....other than the two assignments due on the next monday, theres nothing much actually, except that i can play a full song on the guitar now!! its Hero by Enrique Iglesias...
i think thats about it for today.. have to do design the faching brochure...

CHEERIO!!!!

Oh my LoL!!!

2008-09-22T23:25:00.002+08:00

my god.. i got stoned again... this time, on 4 beers, 1 cup of black label and a couple of cocktails... sad ryte??

neways, i really thougt i passed out after the cocktails and guess what... it would seem that i didnt, though i dont remember a dammn thing.. the last i remember was laughing a bit
(im a very happy drunk)
and then i remember waking up to the Dond Dong of YL's grandfather clock with a headache that lasted all the way through today morning and as blur as a foggy day, and on top of that, i had a broken watch and a torn pair of jeans... wtf!!

well, neways, as long as i didnt go beserk... thank god im a very happy drunk.... =)

about the MPAC year end production, we changed the date to the 10th of October to give us more time to come up with a better show... the tickets are RM 10 each... come watch yaa... here the poster for the show.....

Now u see why ppl thought it was me?? creepy huh, having summone look exactly like you,
heres another one, with the full cast...
oh yea.. for those who didnt know, i am in the play, starring as a rich playboy who is best friends with the main character... T.T ... playboy!!!! nomatter... its a role all the same and i am very proud to be in a production like this...

hmmm.... what else..

my blog is nt showing a background for a few hours now.. so i will find out whats wrong and fix it... most probably, the parent site for the background is down...

araah!! i just remembered, we have BTH and ENV due on 6th of october as well as MAPCU on the 4th of October and the final exams on the 28th of October...
besides that, theres nothing much interesting so far... will keep u guys updated.. i know theres more than a few videos of me drunk out there...

till then...

ChEEriO!!!!!

my fav movie lines, that i can remember...

2008-09-18T00:59:00.003+08:00

why so serious?
lets put a smile on that face.
im batman. ..................."the Dark Knight"

run forrest, run.............." Forrest Gump"

my mamma told me......." Forrest Gump"

the names love, buddy love. .............."the Nutty Professor"

i waited for u for 8 years, all that time, have you waited for me? fight, OF course we will fight, of course we will make mistakes, and of course we will cry, but i want to cry with you, i want to fight with you, i want to make mistakes with you, i want to solve things with you, i will endure and always try, because i love you, and nothing else matters to me. " the Notebook"

You know why i left on this trip? i left because after my daughter left for college, i saw my wife for the first time without all the annoyance, the petty things i always disliked, and i couldnt remember how i felt when i held her hand when i was first in love with her, i cant remember how she looked at me when we first met, and i cant remember how much i used to love her. now that i came back, she said that i went as a stranger, but came back as a husband. i owe it all to you... "the bucket list"

im sure he loved his final resting place... he was buried on the top of a mountain, and it was illegal... "the bucket list"

theres more, but i have to keep typing, so ....

bye bye...

the insignificance of the human thought

2008-09-14T02:45:00.000+08:00

a human thought is never heard by itself. it is insignificant to the world in its own being. but a human thought is driven by a voice. it is driven by action and is the force behind human survival. the thought of survival turns lovers to bitter misers, soldiers to murderers, and thought of blogging causes a random post to come by ..... =D

We OWNED the election

2008-09-13T11:18:00.000+08:00

smile almost completely owned the elections this time around.. we won a majority of the votes as well as a majority of the posts.. 7 posts were lost to speak, but only by a small margin of votes..

so the new MUSA line up:

President : Yeong Yung Lin(SMILE)
VP: Joyce Ng & Steffi(SMLIE)
Treasurer: Suzzanne & Liyana(SMILE)
Gen Sec: SMILE (sorry...)
Activities chair : Kelvin & Rachel (SPEAK)
Publicity: Luke& XiXi
Welfare: Ivy Ho & Kim Han
Editors: Alvin
3 other SMILE (sorry again)
Sci Rep: Jeevan (male Smile)
Christina (female Smile)
Arts Rep : SPEAK
Eng Rep : SMILE
Med Rep: SPEAK
Wom*ns : Melissa Teng & Sue Lynn ( hot SMILE =D )
IT Rep: Iswara (SPEAK)
Business Rep: SMILE

Im really sorry cuz i cant give u the names of alot of the post holders, but i have to get the names soon.. i will update on this...

now, lets all SMILE!!!!

and now, we shal put the elections behind us, cuz now we are one family consisting of Speaking Smileys and Smiling Speakers, working together as a single Body, growing and learning while making life easier for u guys, The Student Body...

and now i shall continue my reading for test next tuesday and not randomize my sentences..
and now, i shall say

Cheerio!!!

Heeeeee.... September 12th updates...

2008-09-12T00:43:00.000+08:00

hello... yesh my dear readers, i havent been updating for awhile now.. sorry bout that.. been very very busy lately. MAPCU taekwando competions, dance, elections and the MPAC Year End Production, final exam... im soooooo gonna die.... gg...T.T

talking about the year end productions, it will be held on the 28th of sept, if im not mistaken ... and its a good show written and performed by monash students all the way. the story is rather intresting and the actors are quite good. if im not mistaken, ticketing should start very soon and the tickets should be around 12 bucks each, rather cheap considering the fact that the show is gonna be of good quality... besides, its chicken feed compared to outside productions... i cant really reveal much of the storyline for now as i havent been approved, so keep on guessing.. But trust me, its gonna be good...

all u guys who live in the hostel and apartments and those who live nearby should really take the time off to watch this show, take a break off ur busy schedules and relax a lil bit.. please dont let all our hard effort go to waste k.. others, i understand if u live far away and cant attend, but personally, i would go... its not to be missed as MPAC is one of the best clubs in monash and we have a good reputation...btw, u can invite anyone u want, even if their not from monash.. family, friends, significant others, all are invited k... and to avoid confusion, i have nothing to do with the guy in the poster.... i am acting, but i dont have a body liddat k..

erm, the MAPCU taekwondo competition is also coming up soon and again, wil be hosted by monash. the venue will be in taylors though... monash cant accomodate all the participants... if u gus are free, come along and watch k.. a few interesting events are up, noteworthy ones being aerial plank destruction, style breaking and sparring... just come along and give support to all ur friends in monash and other uni.. very little bit counts...

for now, i think thats it.. gonna revamp my blog after the exams, so wait for that... and for those who still dunno, exam timetables are out... chem is first.. gg.. T.T ...

until then...

Cheerio!!!

this is funny...

2008-09-01T18:07:00.000+08:00

if your parents write letters like these to the school, this suggests that your parents were excused from school too many times in their own youth.

"My son is under a doctor’s care and should not take P.E. today. Please execute him."

"Please excuse Lisa for being absent. She was sick, and I had her shot."

"Dear School: Please ekscuse John being absent on Jan. 28, 29, 30, 31, 32, and also 33."

"Please excuse Roland from P.E. for a few days. Yesterday he fell out of a tree and misplaced his hip."

"Please excuse Tommy for being absent yesterday. He had diarrhea, and his boots leak."

"Please excuse Jimmy for being. It was his father’s fault."

"Please excuse Jennifer for missing school yesterday. We forgot to get the Sunday paper off the porch, and when we found it Monday, we thought it was Sunday."

"Sally won’t be in school a week from Friday. We have to attend her funeral."

"My daughter was absent yesterday because she was tired. She spent a weekend with the Marines."

"Please excuse Jason for being absent yesterday. He had a cold and could not breed well."

"Please excuse Burma, she has been sick and under the doctor."

"Maryann was absent December 11-16, because she had a fever, sore throat, headache, and upset stomach. Her sister was also sick, fever, and sore throat, her brother had a low grade fever and ached all over. I wasn’t the best either, sore throat and fever. There must be something going around, her father even got hot last night."

Hey Machas..

2008-09-01T17:06:00.000+08:00

hello there.. sorry i havent updated for so long... its been a busy week, with the monash ball and all.. it was a great week alltogether as i was suddenly pulled into the ball against my original planning to not go... my friend needed some backstage crew to help out and i was drafted and got to go for a much much lower price ( only fair that i pay less... i never watched the performances...). it was a n awsome night, and the night before was just as good.

since i was backstage crew, i had to be there on friday night for a pre-ball rehearsal, and boy, did i enjoy myself.. the models were kick ass, the dancers were kick ass and the job itself was kick ass... as if i hadnt seen enough, they went and brought in some dancers from outside, which were of course, KICK ASS!!! lolx..

well, i was backstage all day, posing for pics, guiding the dancers, making new friends and then i was at MOS, dancing my feet away... literally.. i danced from around 12 to 2, non stop... thank goodness i didnt drink that night, otherwise i would have ended up with more than one penis (i have a bad track record of being drunk) and i was more than tired when i finally got to my friends place for the night, or should i say, the morning... i dont have any good pics from the ball, so i will have to look around for some, but i will post..

erm, other than that, have a Happy Fasting Month to all my muslim friends, i shall join u as much as i can, xcept for the water.. i need water.. but i will restrain from eating though, i hope... nothing much else left for me to post, so for now,

CHEERIO!!!

Hmmmm

2008-08-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

I just realised.. all my blog posts are timed 15 hours into the past.... whats up with that?

good call!!

2008-08-23T00:37:00.000+08:00

jengjengjeng... the avril lavigne concert is back on !!! hooray!!! now all u people can stop being emo and go enjoy the show.. tired d... bye bye!!!

Staring Agape in wonder....

2008-08-21T23:59:00.001+08:00

HOLY COW!!!! AVRIL WAS CANCELLED!!!!

omg... im sitting at my pc right now, smacking my head with my left hand while typing with my right... i was extremely shocked at the cancellation of the avril lavigne concert which was to be held on the 29th of August.. Normally, i would be in an unaffected position, but now, i'm all riled up and in great shock and wonder... the reasons that were given to cancel the tour were absolutely preposterous!! Avril is too sexy?? Its unpatriotic?? Its not right to influence the younger generation with pop culture?? sorry to say, but in my personal opinion, if Avril is sexy, the PCD a few months back was porn on stage.... just take a look:

i highly disagree that the concert will be unpatriotic, in fact, i dont think it interferes with our sense of pariotism at all... if this concert is not patriotic, then MTV, Channel V, E!, Hitz.fm, Hitz.tv and all other "non malaysian element" containing material should be turned off for the day.. i agree that showing off private parts on stage are not patriotic, but i do not see the problem in allowing a performer who is constantly in jeans, skirts and long sleeves to perform. i am not saying that it is alright to allow raunchy, erotic performances like the PCD had, im just saying that a reasonable set of standards are put up for performers like Avril. her garments are no different than any garment that can be found in DKNY, Chenelle and other such clothing brands.. in fact, they are far from sexy.. this is my point one...
another thing is that music is a language in itself, something which is in all beings, be it human or not... this is because the very essence of music is sounds that are created to convey messages to others, carving pathways to more sophisticated forms of communication. as a matter of fact, it is well known that all indigenous people all over the world have language that is basically hums, clicks, and other such sounds. just because the music sung is a little bit faster is not a good reason to loathe it..
my sense of patriotism does not run along the lines of running wildly into a maelstorm of bullets screaming my love for the country. no , am i not mocking the selfless sacrifice made by our forefathers and saviours, it is just that in peaceful times, the true patriotism of a person should be shown in more appropriate ways. how many people know the national anthem? how many people display the national flag for reasons other than " merdeka maa" or " nanti masalah wor.."? how many people appreciate the national language and fluently speak our tongue, not to mention write in the national language? it is not a question of blocking outside cultures from influencing the nations own culture, but it is about building up on our own culture by educating the innocent. it is about instilling the patriotic spirit within the people in ways like our forefathers have done. not only did they create a culture and community that is unique in its own right, they created a culture that was vastly diverse and rich in patriotic spirit, for the people were never shameful to stick out their chest and say it from the bottom of their heart,, " IM MALAYSIAN". i have to agree that the timing of the concert was rather awkward, but to say that the organisers publicized and sold tickets without approval, and on such a big scale? o me, it doesnt make sense.. i'm no kenny Sia, nor am i a mindless git. although the cancellation has yet to be confirmed, it is rather sad to me as a person to know that we are drawing an unprofessional image in the eyes of the world. months after the tour was announced, months after all the preparation was done, a week before the event, we cancel it on weak grounds.
actually, this whole situation could have been handled better by both sides. Avril could have held her asian leg of the tour at a later stage, her people could have been more sensitive to the sentiments of the malaysian public, especially in the midst of the merdeka celebrations and they could have been more sensitive to the culture of the public by having costume designs that suit the malaysian public and having the designs approved by the malaysian people. tedious as it may seem, it causes a lot of problems to melt away. my personal opinion, the concert should be continued, but with a strict set of guidelines and rules , appropriate for foreigners.. (u cant expect her to be in a 'tudung can you now?)... not only will it be fair to the thousands who are in a fix after they bought the tickets,butt to avril as well... but who am i to say? im just a random blogger....

The best Poem... NOT!!!

2008-08-21T00:00:00.000+08:00

These are couplets taken from the Rhyme Zone where there’s this competition for writing the most romantic first line and most unromantic second - here are a few of the entries:

Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you.
But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl’s empty and so is your head.

After you, my love, my only prize.
Would be a bullet between my eyes.

Of loving beauty you float with grace.
If only you could hide your face.

I thought that I could love no other.
Until, that is, I met your brother.

Kind, intelligent, loving and hot.
This describes everything you’re not.

I love your smile, your face, and your eyes
Damn, I’m good at telling lies!

Every time I see your face.
I wish I were in outer space.

My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife:
Marrying you screwed up my life.

Beauty is on the inside, but some may doubt,
If it’s true, I’d prefer you inside out.

I see your face when I am dreaming.
That’s why I always wake up screaming.

My love you take my breath away.
What have you stepped in, to smell this way.

My feelings for you no words can tell.
Except for maybe "go to hell."

XDXDXDXD!!!!

My Month of August (so far...)

2008-08-18T22:27:00.000+08:00

The month of august has proven to be a really trying and tiring month for me.. not only do i seem to have tons of reports and assignments to do, i have lotsa of other work to do. the worst part is, i have been spending friday nytes in uni for two weeks in a row.. the first week, i had the trip for the environmental management class which was early on a saturday morning. I decided to stay over as i have taekwando friday nytes after dance workshop and im too tired to take the bus all the way back to shah alam.. not only that, its better for me to stay over as i can practice my horrible skills in sparring till 9p.m++.. instead of rushing to catch the 10 pm bus which never comes, i stay at my pals place on friday nytes...i spent around 10 bucks that day playing COD... and i wonder why i am broke.. early on saturday morning, i was up and went for breakfast only to realise that we were only supposed to gather at 9am and i loitered around until 8.30 when i saw shaz, yumni, shehani, dilini and the others.. long story short, we went for the trip and we came back all happy.. then i went off with rocky and played COD for an extra few hours...
here are some photos off the trip...

we re all walking to the bus, i am posing...

Arent i Cute!! xD

look at my ponytail..

me with a leech on my hand!!
the Gombak River
The Gombak River II
Wandi looks so godammn cool like this...
these are snail eggs... mmmmm.... canviar!!! xD
don't i look really cool like this?

the second week, which was last week by the way, we had the hostelite party on friday.. it was awesome cool!!! omg, i really enjoyed myself on friday... we had tons of food, great music (courtesy of Elaine and the performers), great dancing( shahrir, chiharu, saida, tridip and other members of the 10 man dance floor) and great fun!!
im not gonna post the pics from the party as they are HORRENDOUS!!!! anyway, the party ended at around 11 and the remaining guests (tridip and the gang) helped out with the cleaning up, which turned into an efficient roll of events as everything was so well done... i think a good deal of credi goes to angie, mel and elaine for making this event possible.. on the downside, i missed taekwando practice.. =( =( =(

the next day was one of the biggest events EVER!!!! The 30 Hour Famine!!!! its basically a community awareness program to help create awareness of the plight of cildren worldwide.. it was a bomb!! i started my fast a little earlier than the others, at 7 am and then i ended with some of my friends who were punished ( of our own doing =P ) to break fast later... we were playing a game where the person cannot say the word hunger... we had loads of fun in the event and we were really enlightened about the suffering of children worldwide... while enjoying ourselves of course... here are pics... too lazy to label =P.....

thankfully i pulled out of the merdeka day celebration as i would then have to stay in uni for the next two weeks to come as well.... oh well, i better start planning for the ENV essay due friday, the bio report due every tuesday, the chem report due every monday, the BTH assignment due once every 2 weeks, the upcoming MACPU games, MB quiz, Bio quiz, Chem Quiz, ENV mid sem test, silverwings work, Loungist duty, dance class, taekwando class, revision and some other things.... well, i better sleep early tonite.... this was my only sunday i slept in this month... but i was tired after the fast, so it doesnt count....

CHEERIO!!!!

omfg roflol

2008-08-13T23:52:00.000+08:00

its really amazing how many lifeless followers of the Hitz.fm morning crew Gotcha there are in this uni of mine... lemme tell u why..

::Beginning of the story:::
it was around 8'ish' and i drove to uni today cause i have to stay late for taekwando practice.. so i went to the monash free parking to park *obviously*... i finally found a free spot ** phew!!!** and the gotcha was playing on air.. i follow the gotchas, but i have better things to do, so i decided to leave and as i turned off the engine, the gotcha call ended, and at that point, guess what happened.... 6 ppl actually turned off the ignition and walked out of their cars... AT THE SAME TIME!!!....

:: end of story...::

m really very sorry, but i feel that its a topic worth discussing, as it is most certainly proof of the media's hold on society..if anybody has noticed, there is not a single place on civillized land that is free from the influence of media, be it advertistments, news, radio... it is all around you... even this blog is considered to be a form of mass media as it is an open source of information, be it private or public or informational or ridiculous..... most of you people won't get past a day without looking for your favorite artists online.. heck, even i need to read the paper before i sleep, or i'll never sleep happy... i need to at least go to Yahoo! News once a day... seriously, it is in our lives and it will never be out, provided that you live in a place other than the jungle... in some ways it is good, in some it is bad.. weirdly, it is mostly both at the same time.. its good for us when we read news about the mistakes of others so that we can learn form their mistakes and then improve ourselves, but it is not good for those with the mistake, as it will tarnish their image forever. its really up to journalists to decide... if they are willling, they can make a man look good on print or they can make a man cry for mercy.. the can turn around the day of most superstitious freaks with two words- "Bad Luck" in the horoscope section... they even decide on what girls should wear and what they shouldn't... media is a good thing but with a few strokes of a pen or keboard, it can turn into the most evillest of evils there ever was..
as they say, the pen s mightier than the sword, unless u r dumb enough to try and cut a watermelon with a pen...

anyways... im tired out from dance cass and taekwando today.. nitez yall!!!

CHEERIO!!!

Boo

2008-08-13T01:47:00.001+08:00

im posting...

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~Monday Blues

2008-08-12T00:41:00.000+08:00

its monday again..... that day of the week where people are forced to get their lazy butts out of that warm, cozy, comfy bed and get their lazzzy butts into gear to start working.. not for me...

its becoming a tradition that i do not sleep on sunday nights to finish my work... not because i am procrastinating, but because of my weekly pc problems... sure im guilty of procrastinating.. arent we all?? but its just that the fall of events make me unable to work for a long time.. last week, it was my pc, this week, it was my pc..... today, my lab manual vanished... thank goodness for johnson...he scanned his copy n sent to me.. after doing the intro and methods, i had a nudge in my lip, and decide o ask him bout the report, and lo behold!! only results and Q&A!!! thank my stars.. but there are 16 0r so questions, so im still screwed if i dont do it...

im off to sleep earl tonite.. i havent slept since saturday.. shall post more tomorrow.... nyte!!

CHEERIO!!!

... o.0....

2008-08-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

leeches are cute? thats the most disturbing sentence other than that superman joke that i've heard all day... we went for a field trip today to observe the difference between the organisms of different ecosystems... our lecturer made this comment on a tiny little leech that one of my friends found... i have pics, but not with me... will upload soon... anyway, it was deemed as cute, and was rolled into a ball and thrown away.

we had quite a bit of fun though, as we got to see a rather clean river (SUPER RARE!!!) most of us waded in the water, one of us took a bath.. lolx... more pics to upload!!!
urm....
well, i guess i owe an apology to you people for not posting religiously like i promised to... i have anassignment thats gonna be bombastically long... one of the seniors said that it is AT LEAST 15 pages long.... swt.. the best part, i dont really have a pc to work with cause my sis deciced to bust it and now im stuck using my dad's lappie... i have to wait until 11 for him to go to sleep and then only use the laptop. ..

oh, btw, i found this really great guitarist on youtube... guitar enthusiasts should really check him out... andy mckee.. please listen to his song 'rylynn' because, other than 'with or without you' by Doyle Dykes, i think its one of the best compositions i have ever heard...

erm..... what else....
i think thats all i have fo rtonite... trekking for a couple of minutes was fine because i only had a book and my pouch in my bag... unfortunately, my phone died out on me and i had to take a 1 hour walk to my house, with a backpack full of wet clothes!!!! what to do.... my bad luck....
well, im tired out for today, solmenly swear that i will upload the pics from the trip today, even if i have to hunt Shaz down...

NANDRI!!! MEENDUM SANTHIPOM!!!!

Worst Uni Day...

2008-08-05T23:38:00.000+08:00

i just had one of the worst uni days in my life... not that it was physically draining, but it was seriously mentally tiring... for some reason, my brain seemed to fizzle out these few days and it is affecting my mood for the day.. i mean, c'mon... i only went two days without sleep... how bad can it be??

first, my day started with a bad plate of nasi lemak.... it wasn't sambal i ate this morning.. it was curry!!! it was so bad, i'm having dihorrea the whole day.. !! it was so bad, i played the worst game of pool ever!!! it was so bad, the sun fell down from the sky, milk curdled, birds died and paint peeled of the wall!!!!!.... ok, the last part was exaggerated, but the nasi lemak was really bad... serves me right for going cheap... $.$ ...

after that, i tried to refrain from drinking coffee today.. pffft... i gave up at lunch and down two cups of Kopi-O... i have to get over this coffee addiction.. why dont they come up with caffeine patches for the ones who get jittery only after 6 cups of strong coffee a day??? i cant wait for those to come out man... then i wont have to deal with sticky cups, spilling and black stains on my shirts....

then it was lab, which was THE MOST SCREWED UP PART OF THE DAY!!!!!!! i stayed for 3 hours, to copy down results off the wall... none of the results made sense, and all my markings on my test tubes were evaporated in the steam bath... i was mad, both with anger and without sleep.... i worked of my anger by bugging everyone in lab, the demo, kal, my mates and any random person who was unlucky enough to land in my sights... im sitting at my pc now and slowly knocking my head on the keyboard as i think back on all the crazy stuff i did today... oh god, please return my sanity to me before someone calls Tanjung Rambutan and makes them take me away.... i can bet that the sight of me being dragged awat in a straightjacket will bring releif to most classmates of mine.. YES I MEAN U, (insert name here)!!!!! xD...

the next "best" thing that happened was that the dance workshop started getting strict and was so determined to discipline the participants, anyone without an ID wasnt allowed in... i got in safely, thanks to mu holy morning ritual of browsing thru my stuff.... but my partner didnt get in... so i decided to opt for the friday class instead.. i like status quo, and i dont like changing dance partners, one, cause newbies are too stiff... two,newbies will be too friggin shy to dance the Cha Cha.... im more comfortable dancing with a friend than with a stranger... OMG!!! IM EMOING AGAIN!!!! i better go before i get worse...

CHEERIO!!!

Ding Dong Bells....

2008-08-04T20:17:00.000+08:00

Seriously, thats how i felt today.. my ears were ringing all day long thanks to a nite of no sleep... i went to bed at four and didnt sleep.. all i did was lie down and stare blankly into the darkness until it got bright, then i woke up and went to uni....

haih...

:::my game of pool was severely affected as was my mental state in the lab... example of what happened in lab:::

Lilium: put in seventeen point five mils of acid...
Kaamesh--> *Grabs the flask and dumps in 70.5 mils of acid* " eh, why so much solution in our flask?? theirs so little wor!!!"

another example of machas madness...:

situation - my glove tore....
Me: starts a radio commentary on the latest invention in science- airconditioned gloves

my situation was serious enough to convince aminah and Akriti that i had lost it, and sufficiently freaked them out...

anyway, it got better after lab, when i had two cups of my favorite Kopi-O... unfortunately, it wasnt strong enough to force me to pay attn to Prof "Benji"* as he " 'Silek'ted the DNA molecules on screen, going to ' gugu . com' and his best compliment to Ifyani, FArNTARsTIKK..
thank goodness he cut class short... otherwise, i might have made an extra loud sarcastic comment causing grevious injury to my person... o.0..

env was dull as usual, with doc cathy talking bout the basics of biology and plant diversity which i did 3 times before, in SPM, MUFY and BIO1011... i have no idea , other than the RM 100 i pay per class, why i should go for the lecture.... mabe i should just go... hit on girls =P...

orh, and talking about girls... im digging this new chick in uni... she is seriously cute, a cheerleader and most probably taken =(, so there goes my chances as it is my strict policy not to go for girls who are taken... but i havent confirmed the presence of her other side, so , hopes are high... even so, the most i'll do is probably flirt, get her number, and never follow through... same thing every time...

i should probably get some sleep tonight to avoind a catastrophe in Bio lab... Gel Electrophoresis... DONT PLAY PLAY!!!!

BTW::: A QUICK THANKS TO ALL WHO DONATED TO THE 30 HOUR FAMINE!!! A LITTLE GOES A LONG WAY!!!!

:::These Kind-Hearted people are:::
~~~Bavadra and Ai Ling~~~
~~~~~~~ Jackie~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~Sabrina~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~Kar Mern~~~~~~~
~~~~~Michelle Sze Fan~~~~
~~~~~~~ Bagus~~~~~~~
~~ Michelle McGeehan~~
~~~~~~and ~~~~~
~~~~~~~~Shane~~~~~~~

::>> ~~ THANKS ALOT GUYS !!!! ~~ <<::

::: [CHEERIO!!!] :::

Sorry...

2008-08-03T23:48:00.000+08:00

hey guys ... im really sorry bout the pictures being faded and all... but i cant figure out the HTML coding for making the posts background translucent and the post itself opaque... but give me a few days... ill figure it out.. btw, if u know how, dont hesitate to tell me.... thanks ya..

CHEERIO!!!

what tha Kwan!!!

2008-08-03T19:08:00.000+08:00

my blog is not working properly leh.... i tried resetting the html and re-doing the whole thing, but no luck.... shite.. and it was soooooo pretty... : ( im so sad now.. anybody has any idea how to fix it? i put in pics as a background, but it just comes out white... : (

anyway...
I MISSED MASTERING BIO QUIZ 4!!!!!!!!

Shite.. it was due yesterday.. dammn it..
i was friggin tired and i was sick and i slept early.. i wanted to do it after i read the notes.. dammn.... pissed off with myself... gonna keep a planner of all my quizzes and work... seriously overloaded... and im not feeling well these two weeks.... =( hopefully im at full capacity next week....

seriously... Taekwando, Dance, Silverwings, MPAC, Lounge Duty, Assignments, Reports, Travelling.... man... i should be in the hospital by now...

An Average Weekday in My Life....
6.oo am- wake up, brush, shower, breakfast, (sometimes cook)
7.00 am- Send bro and sis to school, then walk to bus stop...
7.30 am- reach bus stop, wait for bus... bus usually comes five minutes later
8++ am- bus reaches sunway..start walking to uni..
8.30-8.45- usually reach uni, have a cup of coffee and wait for the lounge to open...
9.00- put my heavy, heavy bag in the lounge so that i dont have to lug it around all day...

this part depends on the day of the week...

Monday
9.00- Lab till 12
12.00- Biotech lecture
lunch
2- ENV Lecture...
2-6- chem report... which i never finish due to my other affiliations... =(

usually, i avoid walking until its 6 or 7 cause of one simple bloody reason... ITS WAY TO HOT TO WALK!!!!... imasgine carrying two bags, an umbrella and two bottles of water and walking for half an hour in the sweltering heat AND THEN wait for the bus which is never on time for up to an hour daily... thats why i do things at night...

anyway....
TUESDAY
9-Chem Lecture
10-break
11-ENV Lecture
Lunch
1-Biotech Lecture
2-Bio Lab...
5- try to do work, but usually im in the lounge or in the Welfare office doing my weekly share of work...

then i go home....

Wednesday
9- Lounge Duty
10-Chem Lecture
two hour break.. YAY!!!
1-ENV Lecture
Break
3-Biotech Lecture

dance at 5 and taekwando at 6.30... til 8.30....cant train to sparr cause last bus is at 10 and last train at 10.40... have to rush back to the bus stop... =(

basically, my thursday is same as my wednesday, cause i have MPAC in the afternoon..
my friday is free, but i still come early to avoid walking in the sun and aggravating my BO.. i do some work, then work in the lounge from 3-6, after which i have taekwando practice...

my timetable after getting home:
9(on other days)/ 11(on wednesday to friday)- reach home
till 12- bath, eat, online
12- start my work
3- sleep..

basically, i have a 21 hour day, out of which, 3-4 hours is wasted on travelling and waiting for the bus... i cant drive cause my famiy needs the kancil and i cant stay in sunway cause it costs me around RM100 a month to travel daily but more than RM 200 to stay...
personally, id rather pay an extra RM100 to stay than to waste a minimum of 3 hours a day, 15 hours a week, 60 hours a month, 720 hours a year and 2160 hours throughout my uni life,(3 months of my life btw..) , just waiting and travelling... i can seriously save myself alot of trouble by staying in sunway...

unfortunately..... the higher authorithy of my livelihood => De Almighty Decider aka DAD; disagrees and would rather me suffer than to have an easier life... haih...

OMG!! i just realised, im like... Emoing online... thats not good.... stop influencing me Dysfuncpsycho!!!!! =P

well... im off now... to sit in a corner and brood....

CHEERIO!!!

Aiyerrrrrr...

2008-08-03T00:56:00.001+08:00

My blog went kaput.... suddenly, 3 hours after a revamp, the page is not displaying correctly.. hopefully its just a connection error, or im gonna b really mad.... shite..
anyways, its about time i start uploading pics... like the next few ones...
me and my pals... from the left... Eric, Tijo, Joanne and Christine... if u havent guessed, im in the middle...
another one... Bob, Sze Ling and of coure, mua.... standing next to me makes u guys look so good,...=)

XD... no comment...

happie that ive uploaded pics... Thank you Cc.... i forgot about my blog... XD... then she reminded me a couple of days ago.... will try my best to be consistent... =) thats all for today...

CHEERIO!!!

OK OK

2008-08-02T20:07:00.001+08:00

ok, i know, i havent been posting fo ra long time..
but thats only cause i have been too busy lately... its rather difficult to be in uni and blog all day at the same time..

but since im back.. lets hear me rant..

hmmm, lets see... the most interesting things that have happened to me since a few weeks back..
amazingly, im getting better at pool.. =) its not easy though.. i can never find a free slot in which to practice.. but i will improve myself more..
besides that.. i have anothr job, this time, in uni itself.. it is most probably the best job i have had so far cause im working in the one place i'd like to be the most... MUSA LOUNGE!!! =D

i love this job.. wouldn't exchange it with anyone... it the only job i have so far that is flexible enough to let me do my own work , at work... i wanna try to study, but its impossible to do without a pc or laptop. so Desmond, GET ONE....=)

another thing.. i discovered i can shake ass.. literally.... im in the Latin dance Class and i am surprised a my own love for dance.. the salsa and the rhumba is all i have gone so far, but its enough for me as long as im not left out in the Monash ball...*Assuming I go*...

*Thanks Mel for being such a great partner!!!! i dunno what i would do wifout you... =) =) =).... Huwgs!!*

thats all for today, or at least until i start getting bored of my lab reports again.... =( the dullest thing this week...
Buybye =)

OMG

2008-04-12T12:58:00.000+08:00

You can never finish work early in uni.. i try to finish all my work as soon as possible, nut it just builds up.. more and more assignments, more and more reports..
i feel like my chest is being crushed sometimes. im so very scared.. my whole lifes journey is just beginning and im already starting to stumble.. haih...

anyways.. i hope that i can make it..

other than that, its all normal at uni life.. classes, clubs and friends.. im not the kinda person who likes to stick with the same group thughout the day, so ,eventhough i do have my own group, i hang out with my ridiculously large circle of friends.. most of who are girls.. i get teased for this, but i find girls easier to talk to than guys.. but i still have guy friends..
haih..
what to do now? study or play... i cant decide and most probably wont be able to decide until i finish my course...

my recipe of the day...
the best drink i know.. Watermelon and carrot milk juice..
all jou gotta do is take equal parts carrot and watermelon and put in a blender..
if youlike, strain them.. i like the husk.. lotsa fibre..
for half cup of milk, add half cup of juice and 2 tsb of honey..
serve chilled..
its AWESOME....

Mistaken

2008-04-09T01:03:00.000+08:00

my hand actually not hairline fracture.. i simply taram like i know evithin and it turned out to be a sprain.. wtf... and it was so goddammn pain... im really turning into a sissy.. haih... i dunno what recipe to post la.. maybe a nice meringue one will do la..

Meringue treat
2 egg whites and 2 tablesopoon of powdered sugar..
mix nicely until the egg white rise and add some vanilla essence.. dont mix, just fold it in..
spoon some onto covered baking tray. onespoon for each treat. make a small hole..put as many as u can on the tray..(dont waste space, but dont too close or they will stick)
put in medium heat oven for 5 minutes, no more..
take out, put whipped cream on top and put 1/2 of a baked strawberry(brings out the flavour..)
powder coat with brown sugar if u want..too much white sugar is not a good idea for meringue..

UNI DAYS....

2008-02-25T09:08:00.000+08:00

Ah... uni days are here. the realization that you are not that young, goofball you used to be kicks in.. it sucks cause you realise that you cant afford to goof off and play around anymore.. no room for error as its the stepping stones of your future.. crap.. classes just started today and we already have a quiz this afternoon. the worst part is, it carries marks for the total assesment this semester..
what to do... i asked for it.. acheiving my dream is more important to me. i dont care how hard it is, only what i get out of it.. its kinda like my recipe for the future

Talking about Recipes.. heres one for today..

RECIPE FOR SUCCESS.. haha..

actually...

MOMS MANGO LASSIE

STUFF..
i) a couple of mangoes, pitted and sliced(peel of the skin or it will be bitter)
ii) yogurt(plain)
iii) sugar
iv)crushed ice

HOW??

for evry cup you plan to make, use 1/2 mango , 2-5 tsb of yogurt(5 if you really love it), 2-3 tsb sugar.

mix the sugar and yogurt in a blender until fine and add the mangoes... MAKE SURE NOT TO TURN THE MANGOES INTO A FINE PULP... you want some chunks in there.. the ice is mainly for decor and final touches.. you dont really need it, bot avoid putting it in the blender. you will spoil the lassie..

STOP COUNTING THE CALORIES AND ENJOY WHAT YOU EAT... REMEMBER, YOU LIVE TO EAT, (OR SOMETHING TO THAT EFFECT)

ARLO!!!!

2008-02-22T00:19:00.000+08:00

ARLO!!! long time since i last posted. ive been quite busy lately.. universit application and all.. life is great at uni, but take my word for it, the food sucks.. the uni is HUGE.. but not fully completed.. i wish i had a camera so that i can get pics for you guys.. i found some awesome places to take a decent photo there.. but since my salary is going 100% to my studies, i cant have one right now.. no matter.. thats what friends are for.. recipe for today...

FRIED RICE>MY STYLE...

Ingredients>servings
rice> as much as you want..
carrots(cubes or short rectangular slices..)>around 1 carrot for a 3 person dish, so feel free to use how much you want
lettuce>a handful for one person(chopped)
onions> i use 1/2 for a 3 person serving( coarsely diced)
chicken stock(granules or powder)> up to you

first, pot a couple teaspoons oil in a pan and brown the onions.
once they are brown, add the carrots and lettuce with salt(to your taste)
leave them for a while and then add the chicken stock.
mix a few seconds and immediately add the rice or the stock will burn horribly.
at this stage, add a few chopped chillies if you can stand the heat and serve with scrambled egg. (if you dont like chillies, crush pepper and mix in with the eggs..)

Remember, As Chef Michael Smith Says: the best recipe is to have no recipe..

Machi, macha and joe... everyones name in malaysia

2008-02-11T01:43:00.000+08:00

i love th Hitz.fm morning crew's Zeroes slot.. its completely dumb, moronic and yet, the most hilarious thing ive heard on radio.. i kinda agree with the guys.. you can just go up to a person you know, but have forgotten their name and call them joe or macha or machi.. you can save the trouble of remembering names.. malaysians.. what will the world be like without them??

no recipe for today as well guys.. im too pooped...

Bah Humbug..

2008-02-10T01:48:00.000+08:00

Favorite word of a scrooge.... it sucks when you cant do things in life just cause you cant afford a small part of it which is usually the most essential part... the plane trip for parachuting, the wood for a guitar case, the paper for a painting, the petrol for driving.... everything is money. i mean, its a great way of making sure that wealth is accounted for, but that is a problem in itself. wealth usually comes to those who have some of it in the first place. it just accumulates as they live on. the poor, however, do not possess much wealth at all. whilst the rich have wealth in forms to trade, such as money, gold and valuable assets, the poor and middle class mostly have wealth in forms valuable to them, and only them. pots for cooking, a beat up car for ferrying the kids around, clothes, a small house only big enough for the family and nothing more, these things are of high value to the owners, but to others, they are just .... there.. things.. stuff.. maybe even junk. i am not an economist, in fact, my qualifications fall far beyond that of the economic field. but i have a heart, and i have sorrow. i myself have felt the pain of being less than wealthy. but thanks to my dad and mum, we live comfortably enough. .. my prayers are always for those who cant enjoy their life. someday, they will reap the fruit of their labour.. god bless...

Im kinda depressed, so , no recipe for today... Sorry guys...

2008-02-09T02:09:00.000+08:00

Dang, this years CNY was really dull. i didn't even have the chance to go visiting properly. for some reason, most people i know seem to be in a real sombre. i guess its the aftermath of the results. we really had high hopes and it was all screwed at the end.. many of us are in a real tight spot.. only a few choices were available and most ended up doing a degree totally off-course their original plans. i was one of the lucky ones. i just touched my entry requirements. and i was supposed to be an excellent student. but i say that when life laughs at you, you laugh at something else.. below is the funniest thing i have ever seen.. enjoy!!!

it is really fun to see people running around... the look on the dudes smoking is priceless... enjoy!!!

Todays recipe

Indian Style Chicken Curry

chicken chopped medium size( as much as you want.. not too much or too little.. half the pan is enough)
tumeric powder (replaces curry powder and makes the curry less spicy for you weak tounges..)
curry powder (dont hope to be making curry without it)
1 cinnamon stick ( brroken small small...)
2 peice star anise
small potatoes (3-4, the more, the thicker the curry)
water
2 onions
1/2 garlic bunch (about 6 cloves)
cooking oil
salt
2 tomatoes
curry leaves..

HOW TO PREPARE INGREDIENTS

1) slice onions into rings and use knife and palm to crush the garlics a little
2) divide potatoes into 8 pieces, same with tomatoes
3) break star anise and cinnamon sticks

MAKING IT

1) get a medium depth pan, around the size of a rice cooker pan..
2) pour in a couple tablespoons of oil and let it boil
3) put in star anise, onions, cinnamon sticks, curry leaves and garlic.
4) once the onions caramelize a bit, add the potatoes and chicken. keep mixing it together until a nice smell wafts by..
5) VERY IMPORTANT IF YOU CANT STAND SPICYNESS
add 1 tsb curry powder and 1 1/2 tsb tumeric powder. (chopped lemongrass is good for this particular type pf curry..

IF YOU CAN TAKE THE HEAT
feel free to use 2 tsb curry powder ( babas) and 1 tsb tumeric powder

6) MIX MIX MIX or it will burn
7) after a bit ( 1 minute or so) the powder will stick to the chicken...
8) pour water in until the chichen is 2 cm under the water..
9) mix a bit and cover it..let it simmer
10) keep checking it and mix every 5 minutes or so... KEEP IT COVERED!!! put in the tomatoes a few minutes later
11) the water level will recede to the chickens level.. and that should mean that its done..

Try It.. Its my very own recipe and i cook it twice a week at home.... hope you like it...

THE FIRST DAY OF CNY 08

2008-02-08T00:30:00.000+08:00

Gah!!! I woke up late.. i had an invitation from a friend to go to his house.. never drink too much, u end up having a hangover.. anyway, i went to his house and had some lunch.. late lunch cause i almost got lost on the way, NO THANKS TO HIS FRIENDS YAPPING AND SQUEALING IN THE BACKGROUND!!! haha, but it all turned out well. i felt bad because i had to leave early and sign in to my crappy job..
actually chinese new year is thata time of the year where you get to meet friends, eat out, enjoy a good ( unless you are at my place) fireworks display and just hang out, or as Malaysians say it, LEPAK!!!! it was a nice day in all, except for the part where some gay indonesian dude kept trying to whack my ass at work... it aint even a nice arse.. dang.. that still gives me the goosepimples. luckily i managed to make it clear that i was not gay, my gf paid me a visit.. (talk about a close save...)

Recipe of the Day....

Moist Butter Cake
250 g sugar
250 g BLUE KEY SELF RAISING FLOUR( it dont turn out as well if you use other flour)
250 g Butter( plain)
1/2 tsp vanilla extract
5 medium size eggs

just mix the eggs, sugar and butter together until its a nice texture, not too chunky and as fine as possible. (i suggest softening the butter as its easier to mix and break the eggs separately over a different container before putting in the mix as it avoids a rotten egg spoiling your cake). after that add the vanilla and slowly add the flour a little at a time( it dont spray that much..) to know if the batter is ready, just use a spatula to scoop some and pour it back. it shouldnt plop in all at once or be too runny. it will slide off the spatula little by little and it will be a bit sticky. pour it into a 20 cm baking pan and put into a preheated oven at medium heat. after you start smelling the cake, reduce the heat BUT DO NOT TURN IT ALL THE WAY DOWN. a little is enough. poke it with a fork and the top should be nice and crusty while the for should come out clean. decor is up to you.. have fun

KAAMUSING MUSINGS WELCOME

2008-02-07T01:04:00.001+08:00

As hilarious as seeing a guy shrieking at the sighting of cockroaches but without the pounding pain in your ear, Kamusing Musings is my online diary of all the things that happen to me that i (and a few others) find amusing. other than that, its just where i spill it all out.. hope you enjoy

IGNORE THE SHODDY PICTURE.. IT WAS TAKEN IN MAY LAST YEAR..

Macha Madness!!!

Tomorrow my first paper

pssshhh....

||:::|| Emo Day ||:::||

:::FTW!!!! APRIL 2009:::

Emo Posst #gazillion...

::FeB 2009 UpDATeS::

im surrised..

:: Sakit::

sad

i hate triangles...

::: pffft::::

:: FaTE... GoTTA Hate IT; Gotta LoVE iT:::

:: CaR CRaSh::

:: LEMmE TeLL yOU::

dude...

working...

:: Disturbed::

::FiNaLLy::

:: FiNAllY

::TaEKwANdO ::

::SaY::

HoLidaYs--- BLEARGH!!!

=( ... I WaNT YoU.... )=

||::|| DiNNeR DanCE ParTY||::||

Oh my LoL!!!

my fav movie lines, that i can remember...

the insignificance of the human thought

We OWNED the election

Heeeeee.... September 12th updates...

this is funny...

Hey Machas..

Hmmmm

good call!!

Staring Agape in wonder....

The best Poem... NOT!!!

My Month of August (so far...)

omfg roflol

Boo

~~~~~Monday Blues~~~~

... o.0....

Worst Uni Day...

Ding Dong Bells....

Sorry...

what tha Kwan!!!

Aiyerrrrrr...

OK OK

OMG

Mistaken

UNI DAYS....

ARLO!!!!

Machi, macha and joe... everyones name in malaysia

Bah Humbug..

THE FIRST DAY OF CNY 08

KAAMUSING MUSINGS WELCOME

~Monday Blues